The last few months have helped me realize just how much I hate people.
It sounds angsty and I know, I hate that,
But it's true.
It's probably just my inner INTJ talking but it's the little things that other people do that just make me mad.
I feel like I'm not like anyone else.
But that's a good thing I suppose.
I generally just feel hateful towards other by default,
And apathetic,
If those can even work together.
I honestly don't care about most of the people I know.
I pretty much feign interest or just ignore them.
I'm pretty good at faking everything.
There's really just a small circle that I actually pay attention to.
I've been trying to find the right words to describe this,
And yet I'm just posting a useless update here,
And it's 4 in the morning.
If this is what young adulthood is predetermined to be,
I'd like a refund.
At least the future seems not brighter,
But not as hateful and annoying.
Just a lighter shade of black on the path to grey.
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Long time no talk.
So yeah,. as the title says... it's been a while.
Sorry for that.
I've still been on here, keeping up with the deviants I watch, but I just haven't had the urge to update anything.
I've had "new" pictures up on my website since they've been finished, but I just never posted here.
All the pictures from Japan are now scheduled, so from now until August they''ll come out one a day.
Or you can see them on my website right away : http://www.briansulz.com/
I'll schedule the "new" Mexico pictures afterwards, but again they're on my site already.
On a website note, I've changed my Creative Commons license to a "Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareA
Welcome back!
So I'm back from my trip.
I was home earlier today really but I'm only making this now.
It was a great trip.
Lots of fun,
Lots of picture taking.
I haven't actually gone through my pictures yet,
I just sorta rested today.
I'll go through them and maybe edit a few tomorrow night,
And get most of them done throughout the week.
I both started and finished "Welcome to the NHK" on my trip.
It was pretty good.
Not the best, but good.
And I finished 2 books,
Which was nice going back to paper books.
And not just webfiction.
Other than that, I'll probably make another post when I start uploading some newly edited pictures.
Mexico Awaits! (Again)
So I'm going on another trip to Mexico, but a different place than last year.
I'm leaving in a few hours from the time I post this actually.
Best part is that I'm not even done packing.
I'm going all out on bringing my camera stuff.
Both cameras, film and digital.
A bunch of filters, lenses, etc.
A box of film cartridges, so I should be good with that.
And my tripod even.
I'm planning on spending a day or two just walking around taking photos.
And then when I get back I'll get everything developed and edited.
It should hopefully be a fun trip,
And I'm even excited for the plane ride.
I like planes.
I'll probably get some anime wa
Here's to new, shiny things.
So after a few days worth of work, I now have my own personal website.
briansulz.com
It's made mostly to showcase my photography and editing more than I can here on dA.
dA is great, and I'll still use it, but it's not very professional or expandable.
I had learned of Squarespace and thought it would be worth checking out and so far it's pretty great.
I wish there was a bit more edit-ability but it does mostly what I need it to.
Now when it warms up / I move, I'll be able to go out and get more into photography.
This is something that really excites me.
My first real website, branding, and an actual direction.
Like last time, so far s
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I know how you feel. I pretty much feel the same way ever since I started University and living on my own. It doesn't help when you literally have to talk to people and form a 'fake' friendship with others. It's... troubling.