Cynicism.

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The last few months have helped me realize just how much I hate people.

It sounds angsty and I know, I hate that,
But it's true.

It's probably just my inner INTJ talking but it's the little things that other people do that just make me mad.
I feel like I'm not like anyone else.
But that's a good thing I suppose.

I generally just feel hateful towards other by default,
And apathetic,
If those can even work together.

I honestly don't care about most of the people I know.
I pretty much feign interest or just ignore them.
I'm pretty good at faking everything.
There's really just a small circle that I actually pay attention to.

I've been trying to find the right words to describe this,
And yet I'm just posting a useless update here,
And it's 4 in the morning.

If this is what young adulthood is predetermined to be,
I'd like a refund.

At least the future seems not brighter,
But not as hateful and annoying.
Just a lighter shade of black on the path to grey.

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lunar22's avatar
I know how you feel. I pretty much feel the same way ever since I started University and living on my own. It doesn't help when you literally have to talk to people and form a 'fake' friendship with others. It's... troubling.